miércoles, 3 de junio de 2015

3rd June

Tomorrow I don't have school so I'm happy yey.
Today was my spanish and flute exams. I started they day forgetting my flute at home. Applause. So I had to go running back to my house and then to school. I arrived like one minute later, but I had drama, so the teacher didn't even bothered about it. Cool.
Nobody made fun of me, I just had fun and laughed a lot.
Now, I'm writing and listening to music yey. I'll have to do maths but wtv, let's just enjoy the moment. I mean, I have a lot of exams next week, but yolo. Some of my friends may hate me but yolo. I have some other good friends and a body that some boys that make fun of me wish they had in their beds. I'm starting loving myself, and it feels awesome. I'm fucking awesome. Idk why boys don't like me, like, I'm kinda pretty and sexy. I know I'm weird, but boys my age don't care about personalities. Whatever, I'll find a hottie that loves my crazyness. Truly, I've found him, but I think he's gay. I wish I knew a boy like my best friend's boyfriend, super kind,sweet, hot, GERMAN (that's important), and straight, I should say ex, but I'm pretty sure they're getting back together today. (I'm so excited for her.) My best friend is super hot too, but, I mean, I think boys my age don't like the extremes. For some boys I could be too tall or too skinny and my best friend could be too short or they could see her fat (she's not, I wish I was her.) I know, It's funny to see us together. I'm gonna stop now, and confess something. Can you believe that I thought I was a lesbian at the start of this school year? IDK. Like, my most searched in tumblr is hot guys, I love boys. But there was this girl, and I loved her. I didn't know If it was real or just a friend love. Just because we were very good friends, I enjoyed being with her and couldn't imagine a future with her by my side. I didn't even feel sexually attracted to her. Now I realized I can't stop searching for hotties wherever I go, and no girls. When I see a hot boy is like: "That guy's hot" but when I see a pretty girl (I'm sorry I can't even say a girl is hot) I'm like: "I'm sure she's a bitch".
-Kisses, Emma.
P.S.: Sorry for that unexpected ending lol, I didn't feel like writing more.
The song I'm obsessed with today

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